Had a half-run workout day today
So I really didn’t feel good at the gym today. After two laps on the indoor track, I already felt myself bog down and get tired. I know. I should’ve just been like “don’t be a bitch” but I really just didn’t have any motivation…at all. So I did a jog one lap, sprint one lap, walk one lap thing for a mile and was just about to stop and either hit the weight room or leave when….I’ll be honest, there was a cute redhead girl that got on the track and started kind of doing the same exact workout. So being a guy, I decided to stick around. I bitched out and couldn’t talk to her.
But seriously, if anyone can give me any advice at all about flirting at the gym….ya know, feel free. Because I’ve always been told that girls hate that. Plus I have NO idea what to even bring up in conversation that would be interesting enough for a girl to stop, take out her headphones and talk to me. So yeah. Advice. Any helpful advice.
Anyways, I maybe hit about 2 miles? Maybe. Before I got a text from my mom telling me her and my dad were already in town and I had 45 minutes to get home and shower and be ready for this 3 O’clock church thing today. My friend invited me over if I wasn’t doing anything and honestly if my parents weren’t already in town and if I wasn’t invited out to a BBQ I probably would’ve tried the razor blades out. I felt THAT shitty today. I think I’m maybe a little okay now. I mean I still feel down but not as bad. It fluctuates a lot lately.
I’ve gotten quite a bit of support lately from my two best friends, my mom, and some new pen pals. Btw, thank you guys.
But sometimes it still gets too hard to handle and I have to talk to someone. It seems like its been a while since I talked to my psychologist last…believe it or not, its only been about two weeks (on thursday). I’m going to have to skip my yoga class (its an elective…with tons of girls in it btw) thursday and move around my appointments with her. Sometimes, I feel like I’m beyond therapy already. Like talking to a psychologist won’t help me anymore at this point. But idk what I do need to help me.
I hate feeling this way. Please just stop.
Trying to come up with a really upbeat playlist to get me running my fastest and longest
I want to shatter my personal bests for my 1mi, 2mi, 5k, and maybe throw it down in the 10 mile level. Anyways, any ideas on any good songs to blast in my ears while running?
Loreli update
Well, I just found out that someone had asked Loreli out yesterday and that she has a date with them tonight :(
All because I was too shy to just man up and ask her. I know my friend told me to just go ahead and do it but I felt like I should talk to her more and wait for the right moment. STUPID ME. I guess this is another lesson learned, unfortunately, by a mistake.
So learn it from me: don’t wait, anytime is the right time to ask.
I know I shouldn’t wish bad things, but I do hope her date goes terrible. Selfish? Yes. But I don’t know him and I really want a second chance
True. I know a lot of times it’s hard to take that chance. You think “what if they say no?” “what if i fail?” “what if everything just completely blows up??”
The best way to think is: You’ll never know until you do it. Which would make you feel worse? Taking the chance and getting a “no”/failing/everything blowing up? Or never trying and never knowing what the outcome would’ve been. Hopefully you say the latter. Because if you don’t try, you’ll think about “what if i did?” and it’ll stay w/ you for a long time. If you tried, maybe you’ll succeed and if not, then at least you’ll know the answer.
Try this saying: FIYOLO - Fuck it, you only live once
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Drinking while sad is not a good idea
So I had a pretty disappointing day. I went for one more shot asking Alex if she wanted to hang out and study for our class’ final exam sometime this week. So far, I got no response so I kind of got a little depressed and went to the bar to drink with some friends.
I’ll tell u this: drinking is fun when you’re out but once you start sobering up you feel even more depressed. It also does not solve the problem that made you want to drink.
Ballin on a Budget
All the time I hear about celebrities blowing tons of cash going to the club/strip club or just blowing cash on other stuff. I even see college kids (not the rich ones) throw down money when I’m pretty sure they’re broke.
There are a few changes you can make to be able to buy and spend on what you want without spending all your money. You won’t be millionaire rich, but you’ll be able to go out or take girls on dates.
- Don’t go big on things you don’t NEED - an example: you don’t HAVE to eat a gourmet meal every day. Shoot for simple, cheaper meals and treat yourself to an awesome meal 1-2 times a week. Avoid eating fast food every day; its expensive.
- Which brings me to another point. Take advantage of your work’s cafeteria if they have one. If not, you don’t have to go out to eat for lunch all the time. A $10 lunch every week or twice a week could easily be $10-$20 date night money or a few beers at the bar. Bring lunch from home-don’t be embarrassed-think of it like this: Would you rather spend money to eat lunch with work acquaintances? Or would you rather spend cash on a date or going out with friends?
- Drive normal - I like fast cars and showing off as much as any guy. But with gas prices this high, it’s better to drive your car normal (properly inflated tires, maintained (oil changes, etc…), speed limit). You’re not racing everywhere so try to keep the showing off to a minimum (at least until your girl is with you).
- Brand name isn’t always the best - Sometimes generic brand whatever is more sensible and even lasts longer/works or tastes better.
